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Published on November 12, 2004 By lostncompletelyconfused In Blogging
Amanda, Amanda, Amanda.. Who the hell is Amanda, and why is my husband spending time with her???? I called Aric's cell phone today to ask him an important question and here is our conversation:

Aric: "Hey Sweetie, I'm sort of busy, can you call me back?"
Me: "Um... okay. When should I call you back?"
Aric: "I dunno... just in like a half an hour."
Me: "Oh OKay, What are you doing?"
Aric: "I'm hanging out with Amanda."
Me: "Who?"
Aric: "Amanda."
Me: "Amanda?"
Aric: "Yeah, I went to high school with her, we dated for 3 years before I fell in love with you."
Me: "Why are you with her?"
Aric: "Because I haven't seen her in a while, and we're friends"
Me: "Well I haven't seen you in two weeks, and I'm your wife."
Aric: "Ash..."
Me: "Aric..."
---Silence---
Me: "Maybe I'll call you back, maybe I won't... I was just calling ask you an important question about our children, but I guess your busy."

I hung up the phone at the point.

That was the very first time we've ever hung up the phone without saying "I love you"
He makes me mad! Doesn't he understand that I'm jealous of this blonde skinny thing that could probably take my husband in a heartbeat???? Why does he decide to spend time with her, instead of talking to me about our kids??? WHy?? He is in so much trouble right now... I don't usually get mad at him for hanging out with friends, but don't tell me to just call back because your "busy"... ugh! I mean, geeze, I'm pregnant with his kid! I feel like I've lost his attraction anyway, and so he decides to spend time with a pretty younger, skinny girl, instead of a brunette, that's round right now who by the way is his wife! I need to breathe! I'm getting so frustrated with him...

I love him.. But I can't handle this today. It hurts to think he's laughing with his ex, while I'm crying while holding his daughter.

I have a poll... please vote... Aimee Katherine or Reese Elizabeth????

Ashlee

Comments
on Nov 12, 2004
Ashlee,

Didn't you mention in one of your other posts that you were just 19? You feel this way because you are 19, with age and wisdom you will come to realize that your husband loves you and you have nothing to fear from any female competition. If he has been away from you for two weeks he is probably lonely and only wants someone to talk to, she is no threat to you. I used to be the same way with my wife, I was jealous as all get out everytime I saw her talking to another man (especially her ex-husband!) thinking that they had something over me and she would go with them or back to him. Well its 19 years later and that has never happened, she has never cheated on me and I have never cheated on her, I could just never do it. I have no fear from any male competition anymore, but she will sometimes get a little jealouse (i used to work in an office with a lot of pretty young women and she would come and see me like every day, now that all the pretty young women are gone I almost never see her at my place of work anymore).

You just need to calm down.

and if you find out he cheats on you, or if he leaves you for another woman? You got to remember it's his loss. You sound like a wonderful woman who loves her family very much any man would be lucky to have you.

And I felt I should mention that most men find thier pregnant wives to be VERY sexy, I don't know why but my pregnant wife drove me crazy, to bad she wasn't in the mood very often when she was pregnant! But i lived though it.

Hope you can find some peace,

thetech