Amanda, Amanda, Amanda.. Who the hell is Amanda, and why is my husband spending time with her???? I called Aric's cell phone today to ask him an important question and here is our conversation: Aric: "Hey Sweetie, I'm sort of busy, can you call me back?" Me: "Um... okay. When should I call you back?" Aric: "I dunno... just in like a half an hour." Me: "Oh OKay, What are you doing?" Aric: "I'm hanging out with Amanda." Me: "Who?" Aric: "Amanda." Me: "Amanda?" Aric: "Yeah, I w...

I'm Bored! I want to sleep, but I can't. I have this thing, where if I don't hear Aric at least for 5 minutes right before bed, or if I can't feel him next to me, I can't sleep. I can't take it! I'm sooo glad he's only in New York every other month for 2 weeks. I don't think I could handle him being gone for any longer than this. So... tell me, what's everyone been up to? I've got all night, talk to me! I've been sitting here... with my hand on my stomach for the past 4 minutes bec...

Ok.... get this... My husband, called me today and told me "Hey, hun! I just got back from having lunch with my 'friend' how was your doctor's appt?" She's blonde.. she's pretty. She hasn't gained 35 pounds in the last 7 and a half months. She is the 'perfect' girl. He hasn't said that, but I bet he's thinking it. I mean, I have stretch marks! I used to be a cheerleader! I have stretch marks now! Any ways... I won't go on and on about that, because I'm probably just over-analyzing it... ...

In the past two months, I have had a big reality check. My games were foolish. I'm a mommy. I should act like one. I shouldn't be so stupid, and I needed help. You all were telling me that, and I chose to argue with you on it. I got help, and I guess I owe everyone a BIG apology. I have no idea what to say in this article. I have missed JU so much, it surprised me to realize how addicted I was. My baby is due on December 22nd. We've been told I'll be having another girl. Unless they were ...

Before, I screwed up. You can choose to read my articles, or you can ignore them. I won't be offended. I've changed over the past two months or so. I'd like a second chance. For those of you who don't remember, I lied. A lot. I had problems. But I got help. My name is Ashlee Allen. AKA Ashlee Ryder. Does it ring a bell? Hopelessly me