normally... ok.. maybe just sometimes
I'm Bored! I want to sleep, but I can't. I have this thing, where if I don't hear Aric at least for 5 minutes right before bed, or if I can't feel him next to me, I can't sleep. I can't take it! I'm sooo glad he's only in New York every other month for 2 weeks. I don't think I could handle him being gone for any longer than this.
So... tell me, what's everyone been up to?
I've got all night, talk to me!
I've been sitting here... with my hand on my stomach for the past 4 minutes because the baby is just kicking away. These are the moments that I don't care that I've put on over 35 pounds, and I don't care that Aric could be with some other girl, because deep down inside, I know he loves me. And I have absolutely nothing... nothing to worry about. Which wouldn't explain why I just started to cry at the thought of another woman. I hate it when I get in these criey moods and then I'll be listening to the radio, and Aric and my song will come on and it just makes me cry a million times worse.
I woke up this morning to my two year old jumping on my bed and giggling. I don't know what I'd do without that little squirt. I remember when I was first pregnant with her, I was so scared I was going to lose Aric. We were only 17, and I was actually considering abortion. It kills me to think that I could have screwed up so badly as to have killed my precious little girl because I "was afraid"... Well I'm so thankful that Aric was a real man and stood beside me, I remember him begging me not to have an abortion, I was actually at the door of the clinic and he took my hand and told me he'd stay with me.. he promised. Now I look back and I think " Wow... he meant it." and now, we have another baby on the way!
I really really really wanted a boy... but I'm content with another girl. Just as long as she's healthy. And who knows, the Doctor was wrong once.. he could be wrong again! 
So... anyways, tell me something interesting about yourself... like I said, I've got all night
Ashlee